nana_papa_ross 5th May 2008

Well Hi Jiggly Jaws, I sure do miss you. Nana has been thinking of you so much lately, I missed you very much on Easter, cause we had you last Easter, but Jesus had you this Easter. Papa and I went to your graveside after the holiday, because we watched your brother and sisters so mommy and daddy could have some alone time together at the grave. Papa and I went by on Saturday to visit your grave, and we miss you so much, papa says little Scooter Pie gives us hope to look for the day when we can come and be with him. On May 11th last year you were down here making us very proud grandparents, now you are up in heaven making us even more proud that you made it before us, but I tell you something, my heart aches some days just wondering why you had to leave, please tell Jesus to say a prayer for your Nana and the heartbreak I feel for your mommy and her tremendous pain and loneliness she feels. I am her mommy and I love her so much, I try to console her and pray for her, but only Jesus can take the pain away. Tell Jesus to help her and your daddy. He is going to church again with mommy, keep on praying for him to surrender. Papa has been very sick, so pray for him, too. I know he wants to come and join you but I can't bare to let him go yet. Oh, by the way, were you the little angel that wrote to Mr. Hallmark about finding a card for your mommy from heaven? I really feel you were the one cause I know how much you loved your mommy, when you were here, she could not even walk out of the room and you would start crying. So you are probably thinking about her this Mother's Day! It's a beautiful poem and I hope it blesses all mommies all over the world. Jiggly Jaws, I love you and will always love you and keep you in my heart. Please pray for mommy this Mother's Day because it is going to be very hard for her to function because you are missing in this world and the void is unbearable. What keeps me going is the night you were looking up at me on my bed and smiling and laughing at your crazy Nana's noises and faces, mommy took pictures of you and I love your crooked smile. You are my beautiful little Jiggly Jaws. Love Nana