my son omg where can i begin i cant explain how much i hurt and miss you only a mother will know ,well as you know you have a lil bro jj im sure you meet before me, god how i hurt and wish in my selfish way i could hold you in my arms once more but forever ld you in my heart,i still look for ways to take the pain but noting ever wworks, i love you baby boy merry christmass you are my heart and always will be my prince. love mommy i dont get on here anymore cuz it hurts to much