Hello, I am Nicole Forrest and I also lost my only child on January 14, 2008. Elizabeth Mary was 4 1/2 months when she passed away. Unfortunately, this happened the first day we brought her to a sitter. This has made this tragedy even more difficult to cope with. I guess it's the "not knowing' what happened at the sitter's house that has me so scared. I blame myself for having to take her to a sitter. The autopsy states Sids as the cause of death. I am so sorry that so many have to experience this horrible nightmare. I am seeing a social worker, a grief counselor and a psychiatrist every week and here I am barely holding on. Most of the time I feel like I am barely existing. I miss my baby girl so much. I have been unable to go home since this happened, so my husband and I are living apart right now. I will be praying for you and your family. God bless you and take care.