Hi my baby boy its been awhile snice i have been on here because mommy still has no internet im at Papas so i wanted to talk to you. Well baby i sure do miss you and love you mommy just found out im preggo again so say a special pray for me and baby. I really want a boy but whatever God gives i will be happy. Im really scared and nervous but im looking to God for strength. O gosh how i long to see you again i bet your getting to know God really well huh? Well please tell him for me that i need him. Your sissy Abby is getting so big and she still talks about her angel bubbas she says she plays with you in her dreams well next time you do would you give her a kiss to give to me from you i would love that. O son i love you so much and miss you more than ever. But i will see you again in heaven i know things are always great for you now which is awesome im glad you never knew pain baby and you get whatever you want. But dosent mean i dont want you here with me because if i had my way you would be here in my arms and i would never want to let go. I love you and i could go on for hours but i wont because i know your busy helping Jesus in heaven remember mommy ok son say some prayers for me and send your love. I will never forget your angel face. Mwah i love you and will talk to you soon in my prayers, o and say hi to your sissy or brother up there for me to and tell them i love them just the same. love your mommy forever