Well, this is your uncle Chuck, I know we never met here on this earth, but I have to say from all those Pics of you it seems your were a really special kid. I want you to know how I felt the day I recieved the news that you were gone, so here it goes. ......I was at work and it had been a really long time since I had spoken to anyone in the family....and my wife called me to tell me the very heartbreaking news of you leaving everyone behind....my heart stopped and I fell to the floor with tears flowing down my cheeks...it felt as if someone had taken a knife and stabbed me directly in the heart.....I did not know what to do ...so I did what any brother would do I called your mother.......well after I had spoke with your mommy I found a quiet place by myself and began to pray for the whole family like never before.....and I remember somthing very specific that day that kept running through my mind...I Never Met You, that made me very sad and I kept asking G-d why He would allow that to happen to my Sister and why G-d would not let me meet you?????? Well time went by and I got to see you at the viewing...man was that really hard little brother Jonathon I was trying really hard to contain myself but it seemed no matter what I did I kept crying cuz I really would have liked to have held you just once......then the next day was the funeral and I got my wish of holding you but it was not the way I wanted to hold ...your father asked me to carry the casket to the grave side......wow you will never know how hard that was for me I was shaking so bad that I was afraid I was going to drop you! Well my little brother I want you to know that you are loved more than you will ever know, everyone left behind misses you and longs to see you soon in Heaven. But, as for me I want you to know when I finally get to meet you there in Heaven I would really like it if you can take your uncle Chuck on a tour of Heaven, just you and me Ok little buddy! I want to tell you thank you for what you did in my life...you allowed all of us to come back together and helped us to understand how short life really is on this earth, thank you Jonathon for all that you did for me I love you and can you do me a favor as I end this note Can you let Yeshua know I said Thank you for all that He has done for me...thanks little buddy I gotta go I love You! Uncle Chuck