Well son it's another year gone bye without you wow how time flys, i miss you undescribable words i have you would have been four today. Happy birthday my baby boy i do not come on here much because i get so sad missing you the pain is unreal. I went to your grave today decorated it all pretty ,baby omg i miss you it's like this is still a bad dream for me. Alot has happen snice i was on here your a new brother as you know. I lost another as you already know he or she is there with you,this is the hardest thing in the world to do i believe talk to my son who is in heaven. I remember your face as if it was yesterday. You were the most handsome little man in the world. I love you baby i know your having a good time with Jesus and your siblings up there,your papa is doing awesome thanks to God. Did you meet him when he joined you for the short period? I would be so jealous,papa says he met Jesus and walked with him in heaven. Im waiting to hear him say and he held you when he gets better. Your my angel baby i love you and think of you always,your big sissy is getting so big i believe you and her would have been best of friends being so close in age. She blew bubbles for you today at your grave and sang to you. She has said you have played with her in her dreams i know you have you little ones are so in touch with the spiritual world and innocent gotta believe what you say well baby continue to watch over me and pray for me i need it alot.happy birthday my prince i will be with you soon in heaven i love you with all my heart. love mommy