Hello my precious son it has been 5 months,snice you went to heaven.It has been the hardest trail in my lifetime.I miss you beyond words could describe.I am now exspecting hopefully a little brother.Im so scared i dont even want to go to bed anymore,because i have nightmares every night.You were my first baby boy and my world i was so proud.I still am i love to show your pictrues off.You are so handsome even your frowen.Please remeber us today its another hard day to face.Your always in my heart my baby.I love you so very much Love your mama