Hey baby boy mommy sure has been missing you so bad lately especially with your first b-day passing and your death date.I havent had internet so i havent been able to write to you the way i would but mommy got it truned back on.Your my bubbas and i love you so much mommys doing terrible these last months missing you like crazy wanting to hold you oh so close and wake up from this bad dream.Papa has been really sick so do me a favour and watch over him and pray for him for mommy please.Mothers day was really hard without you my family was not complete and i wanted you my heart hurts for you. I dont know how im going on but im trying son.Holidays are not the same anymore my life isnt the same anymore without you. It seems snice you went to heaven everything gets harder not eaiser it seems my pain of missing you is growing harder everyday. I think about you all the time. Mommy has a hard time with just seeing other babies it hurts because others have all there children and i dont. Make sure you give your brother or sister a hug and kiss and let them know i miss them deeply to. This month on the 21 st was suppose to be my due date so this is going to extremly hard on me also you guys hug each other real tight for me and imagine that its me please pray for me and send your love to me. I send my hugs kisses and heart to you both your my babies and you mean the world to me. And one day i will hold you both in my arms and never let go again.