From DAD 06/02/2008

SON OF MINE WHERE HAVE YOU GONE AWAY FROM ME FOR WAY TO LONG WORDS CAN NOT EXPRESS THE FEELINGS INSIDE THE THINGS YOUR FATHER TRIES SO HARD TO HIDE SO BRIEFLY I HAD I WANT SO MUCH MORE THAN I WANTED FROM ANYONE EVER BEFORE I SANG I PRAYED I CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE YOU WERE A GIFT FROM GOD AND MY WIFE EVERYDAY I AM SAD THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE EVERYDAY I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU SO NEAR LIKE WHEN I WOULD SING I LIFT YOUR NAME ON HIGH NOW WHEN I HEAR I WANT TO CRY REMEBER HOW MOMMY WOULD KISS YOUR SWEET CHEEKS TO THINK WE WOULD HAVE YOU FOR JUST A FEW WEEKS SON IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU FEEL NO PAIN I THOUGHT THIS WAS SOMETHING ID NEVER FEEL AGAIN PLEASE SPEAK TO GOD AND ASK HIM TO SAY WHY OH WHY HE HAD TO TAKE YOU AWAY SEE I DONT UNDERSTAND, NOT AT ALL IM FLAT MAD WHY WOULD HE TAKE YOU FROM A LOVING DAD SO PRAY FOR ME SON I NEED IT I DO IM MAD AT JESUS FOR NEEDING YOU TOO IM PROUD I AM DO NOT GET ME WRONG BUT COULDNT HE LET YOU EMJOY MORE OF MY SONG I SANG HIS PRAISES TO YOU EVERY NIGHT FOR HIM TO TAKE YOU JUST WASNT RIGHT WHY OH WHY WITH SO MANY KIDS HE COULD SEE WHY TAKE ANOTHER ONE AWAY FROM ME WHY PUT THE HEARTACHE ON MY SWEET WIFE WHY NOT JUST LET HER LIVE AND LOVE LIFE I BEEN THRU TO MUCH AND MY WIFE HAS BEEN TOO MAYBE JESUS WILL LISTEN IF THIS COMES FROM YOU TELL HIM I LOVE HIM AND LET HIM HOLD YOU NEAR I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU WHEN I LEAVE FROM HERE ILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS I PRAY EVERY NIGHT TO WAIT TILL I SEE YOU THROUGH GODS HOLY SIGHT I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU YES I DO ILL BE UP THERE AS SOON AS MY WORK HERE IS THROUGH LOVE YOUR GREIVING, LOVING, SAD DAD