Oh my baby i miss you so very much, it is so hard not having you in my arms. I know i will hold you again and be with you forever when my body dies.But until then i have held you in my heart always, it still so hard to come to the realization that your in heaven and this happen. Life is hard and trying but im doing the best i can so i can be with you and Jesus when my work here is through. I love you my son keep on praying for me. love Mommy