Deborah 9th October 2008

Hi my baby boy i miss you so much wow how time flys it seems like yesterday you were here in my arms to hold. My heart aches for you everyday only with God do i have strenght to carry on without you. I pray that everyday that Jesus wiil give you kisses and hugs from mommy and to tell you hom much i love and miss you. Tell your baby brother or sister thats in heaven with you to how much i love them. Im thinking about trying this coming year for another baby boy but im so scared so please pray for me no baby or anyone will ever be able to replace you ever though. I love babys you know that but its been really a fearfull thing to think of snice you were tooken to Jesus. Your lil sissy is getting so big and pretty and smart she looks at your pictures with me and says shes loves you when we go to the grave site she kisses your head stone always without me saying anything she walks right up and gives you kisses. She tells me though she dont want a baby brother she wants a baby sister she so cute and smart. You and her would have been really close i think. Well son i miss you always and i love you with all my heart and will see you again one day. love Mommy xxxxxxxxoooooooo