Thanksgiving is two days away wow i cant believe its been two thanksgivings without you here, it seems like yesterday that you went to heaven baby. God baby my heart hurts o bad son i miss you so much i cant stop the pain. How are you doing my baby? How big are you up in heaven? Do you like to play? Do you like Jesus to hold you? o baby this is so hard i remember kissing your sweet checks and you getting mad at me you hated to be kissed lol. I remember how i held you and you held me you loved to be held and you didnt like to sit still. O my son how i miss you and love you where does the time go? Please tell Jesus to hold you extra tight tonight for me and give you kisses from me. I dont like to come on here much anymore my son because i get so sad im sorry dont think i dont think of you though baby because i always do. When i see other babies you are on my mind son. o i love you. Love mommy