Hello my son well its almost Christmass and i know you will get every present you want. O im gonna miss you i feel like my family is not complete without you here, but i know your here in spirit watching over us. I love you my baby continue to pray for me. To have strentgh and healing i need it so much. My spirit greieves for you but i know i will be with you again. Your my little prince and i miss you more than ever. Mommy has been going through alot lately with my health so please tell Jesus to heal me. I love you my baby and will always , i will always miss you. This coming up year i will be trying for another baby im real scared but could you tell Jesus for me to keep his hand upon the baby and let it be a boy please. Were gonna name him after you Bubbas Carl Simms but he wont replace you in my heart you will always be my first prince no one can take your place. O my son Merry Christmass i love you baby. Love Mommy