Hey my son,mommy is trying to right ive truned my life around again.There for along while i was'nt doing well.I still have my days where i dont want to get out of bed.And miss you beyond words.I know your in Heaven with Jesus but i still dont understand why you were tooken.Sometimes i think i was'nt a good enough mom.Or i did something wrong.A thousand things go through my mind all the time.And now im carrying either a little brother or little sister of yours.And im scared to death of losing another baby or something going wrong.So please ask Jesus to protect and make your bro. or sis. a heathly growen much lived life.For mommy please your closer.And i ask you to pray for us and watch over us always so we can be strong and see you again someday.You know baby there is always something that has stuck out in my mind about you.I would love to give you kisses all over your face and you would scream with every kiss you hated it.But i didnt care i told you i love and im gonna kiss you even more. (lol) i love you baby and wanted to talk to you a little today and let you know your so missed and loved.xoxoxos love your mommy