Hi baby yesterday was a really hard day for me.I went and picked up your belongs for evidence.Oh my godness baby that was so overwhelming.I cant even explain how i felt,i could'nt eat i was sick to my stomache.I miss you so much and my heart aches for you,tommorow you would have been 9 months,i still ask why did this happen i dont understand why you had to die.Mommy loves you oh so much i dont understand why things happen but that dose not mean it changes the way i feel for you.Im so sad please send me your love,i love you love mommy